Post by Sanny on Sept 28, 2008 21:50:25 GMT -5
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Alias;; T / Terrified / Bella
Name;; Isabella Ume
Age;; 15
Gender;; Female
Hair;; Black, reaches down to her mid-back.
Eyes;; Soft shade of red.
Height;; 5'5
Weight;; 115 lbs.
Ethnicity;; Japanese
Location;; England/Whammy's Orphanage
Occupation;; n/a
Physical Description;;
Bella is pretty small and petite, having a tiny build due to her constantly being beaten. She is fairly white, and has a ghostly complexion, and sometimes it may scare people in the evenings if they catch her just right. Many countless scars reside on her broken body, though most of them are hidden benieth her layers of clothing. They are mostly around her back area and shoulders, but no one will usually be able to see them.
Her eyes consist of a soft shade of red; an abnormal color. Every now and then they will freak others out, or others question wether it is natural. But it is completely natural. They will often hold timidness and distrust, rarely will it be anything else. Eventually, they will hold trust and caring, and they're easy to read her emotions through.
Long, deep black hair reaches down to her back, where it is usually just kept down. She also has slight side bangs that go from the middle of her head down to where it meets the other side of her hair. The aren't long, however, it ends just above her eyes so she is able to see.
Bella will usually wear pretty plain clothes, she doesn't wear anything really pretty or revealing because she just isn't that kind of girl, and she's nervous others will see her scars and bruises. She also hates attracting any attention to herself, so she hardly wears anything that flatters her physique. Usually, she will wear long sleeve t-shirts with a short sleeve t-shirt over that, and tighter-fitting jeans. Nothing spectacular, just clothes.
Personality;;
The first appparent detail of Bella's persona is that she's extremely skittish, which makes it considerably easy to scare her. Even the slightest sudden movements will spook her, and once frightened, it's hard for her to settle down. She can even remain jumpy for hours at a time, which also leads to her paranoia that someone is going to attack her or hurt her again. In this state of mind, it's difficult to calm her and convince her otherwise. To match this untrusting and scared demeanor, she's very quiet, and never talks. If Bella could bring herself to talk, she would. The only noises you will hear her make is an occasional squeak or whimper if she's scared or in pain. However, if she is forced to speak or she feels she is endangered if she doesn't, Bella will.
Isabella is an extreme coward. She will easily flee without any tentativeness in the least from a fight or if she encounters a fight between others in the orphanage. Bella will never ever stand her ground, which makes her awfully easy to predict. She will easily give in to any who beat, rape, or sell her without any hesitatance and will never put up a fight. Thus leading, she is very obedient. She will follow orders without a second thought in fear of something horrible happening her or to even dying. This means it is not difficult for anyone to take advantage of her. This also leads to her little self worth. Bella has come to believe that she is worth nothing if it is only for the purpose of what is currently happening to her now. As a puppy that's been kicked too much, her spirit is entirely broken and she has absolutely no hope in salvation. All she can really do is struggle to get through each day.
Bella is a fairly bright girl, because she has attended school for a good amount of time. However, because she is still young and naive, she does not know much, such as the current outside world. Isabella is not accustomed to the modern ways of society, as she has been kept ignorant for a decent amount of years. Because it is forbidden, she is not allowed to learn and doesn't have much of an education, but a little more than most. However, this does not make her smart. Her knowledge of spelling and counting, math, and history of the world is very little. For the majority of her life Bella has lived in the company's cabins, so all she knows of is her location and hardly that of her surroundings. Although she may seem very naive and gullible, she can distinguish the difference between right and wrong. But, because Bella has grown up with so many beatings, she does not know if her current status is considered bad or wrong.
Unable to trust humans, Bella is entirely unsocial around anybody. With even orphans, she does not speak unless it is absolutely necessary and avoids anyone at all costs. She is aware that even females run this business and does not trust them either. However, Bella shares her sympathy to those she has seen who are just like her but cannot completely trust them. It will be hard for her to trust anyone, even those without the intentions of her captors. As this is all she's ever known, Bella expects no different from the outside world and believes it is the same. Because she is so frightened that nothing will be as it seems, she does not desire to learn more, and is not so much curious of her surroundings.
History;;
As a child, Bella was constantly forced to watch her mother be beaten almost every night, and so she became very silent. She was very obidient, for fear of being beaten herself, and was frightened all of the time. Every night she would cry herself to sleep, and had to make a wall of pillows to mute the sounds of crashing and cries in her home. She was held captive there for many years because her father was very abusive and controlling, especially towards her mother. She wasn't usually allowed to leave, and never had any friends or family over. Everything was kept very quiet and no one would ever suspect anything.
One night, after much beating, Bella's mother was knocked unconcious. Enraged, her father continued to beat her further because she wouldn't respond to his blows. That was the night that she witnessed her mother's gruesome death because of a fatal blow to the head. In fury after he'd beat her to nothing, he stormed out of the house, and drank all of his problems away. They held a small burial for her, but they'd made up a story of how she'd slipped and fallen, so no one suspected anything, and Bella was too frightened to tell anyone what had happened, because her father threatened to kill her if she spilled.
After this, Bella's father would constantly drink, disappearing for weeks at a time, leaving her alone by herself. This was when she'd become withdrawn, and hide, but when her father came back, he'd become enraged that she wasn't in his view. That was when he'd chase her down and beat her. She would constantly have bloody lips or black eyes, but was forced to stay inside so people wouldn't see or know what was happening. There was one night when she cried and pleaded so hard, her father knocked her to the ground in one blow, and she hit her head on the ground. She became unconcious, so her father thought he'd killed her. He became depressed and ran out on her for the bar.
That night, he'd dranken so much, he killed himself of alcohol poisoning. Bella was terrified that she had no family, but at the same time, relieved that she would no longer beaten or hurt. But still, she became withdrawn, quiet, and was frightened of any sudden movement or noise, still believing it was her father trying to find her. It was around there that Bella had to go to counceling constantly, but she wouldn't talk at all, which worried everyone. Soon, many gave up on her and called her "Mute." She was constantly moved from foster home to foster home, all of them crappy and broken. Bella, trying to avoid her past, was continually beaten by several of her fake parents, thus finally being moved to a new, safe environment. But she still doesn't trust them.
Eventually, scared beyond the brink, Bella ran, ran anywhere she could. It was then she was found by Quillish Whammy, though it was rather hard for him to convince her to come with him due to her extreme fear of males and distrust for most people. After only a few days of living in the orphanage, her knack of the skill in reading body language was discovered.
Other: She's justa big baby. =3
(And does extremely well at reading body language. Such as she can tell when someone is lying or hiding certain feelings.)
RP Sample;;
Dusk had nearly fallen over the luminescent city of Tokyo, although it was still bright because it never slept. Radiant signs glowed many different colors, even neon. Streets crowded by passing civilians had cleared considerably, although a few sticking together were still out and about. This somewhat comforted Bella, but she still felt paranoid. Tokyo could be a dangerous place at night, considering how high the crime rate was, especially. So with on her small figure, the teen carried pepperspray in her pocket, one hand wrapped so tightly around it she was obtaining white knuckles.
This specific night was eerily quiet, causing Bella to jump every now and then at sudden noises that sounded out of place. This young teen was so paranoid and jumpy at the slightest things, it was a wonder her foster parents let her come out here...alone. It was a horrible decision, but she had really needed a few school supplies. She figured that it wouldn't take that long, and she'd be back at home in no time. No shortcuts or unexpected stops, just straight from point A to point B. The fair amount of traffic also caused Bella to steer clear of the street and move closer to the shops on the sidewalk, and this made her feel a little bit safer.
The girl's throat contracted slightly out of fear, causing her breathing to become shallower, and it could almost be heard. Her dark hairs were raising on the back of her neck, her red eyes darting around nervously. All Bella wanted to do was to get home safely, she didn't want to be out here alone. Out of pure fear, Bella lifted the pepperspray out of her pocket and next to her side to take extra precautions.
Ping. The sound of metal clanging against the cement caused her to jump skittishly. The small can rolled down the sidewalk, and then rolled down the end. Realizing it was her pepperspray, Bella straightened up and tried to calm her nerves. Bending down to pick it up, she accidently kicked it, causing it to roll into the darkness of a nearby alley. Her red eyes darted around nervously, unsure of whether to go in there, alone at that. But she came to the conclusion that if something were to happen, it was really important, and she needed it. Intaking a sharp breath of air, Bella hesitantly walked into the alley, her red eyes unajusting to the darkness. She couldn't see anything, let alone her little can...
Secret Words;; [Edited out.]