saia
Death Note High
I'm such a beautiful lie
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Post by saia on Dec 29, 2008 22:42:04 GMT -5
Saia and smile and said, "No, If you don't know I am bi sexual. HAHA! If you haven't heard that I'm surprised. Once I started going to your school everyone was talking about it but it would be weird to know that your not gay or bi in anyway." Saia has had much experence with boyfriends and girlfriends but this was Hindari. She was different in a way that she really could not expain in words.
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Post by Hindari on Dec 29, 2008 22:42:48 GMT -5
"Oh.." Hindari looked down as she felt herself began to blush again. She never did have much of a social life, and she was probably spacing out more when Saia had come to the school. Getting that thought out of the way, she went back to the words Saia said about it being weird for her not to be a lesbian or bisexual. Though she was already weird, so this wouldn't be much of a surprise, right? But she doesn't deny that being held so intimately felt nice.. There was definitely something wrong with her. "..But do you like me only as a friend?" Maybe if she heard it, it would be easier to keep her distance.
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saia
Death Note High
I'm such a beautiful lie
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Post by saia on Dec 29, 2008 22:43:53 GMT -5
Still having Hindari in her arms she pulled her a little closer. "Well to tell you the truth I feel different with you. I feel..like me." Saia turned her head away from Hindari as she felt her cheeks heat up a bit. She felt small little butterfly's dancing around in her stomach but face would never express such a moe like feeling. "Does what I say creep you out any?"
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Post by Hindari on Dec 29, 2008 22:43:56 GMT -5
Hindari looked up at Saia and tilted her head as the other turn their head stubbornly. 'That never answered my question.. If anything it confused me more.' "No, it doesn't. Maybe because I feel the same way." Now that she had herself together, she straightened herself more so she was eye-level with her friend, but never made a move to detach from the hug.
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saia
Death Note High
I'm such a beautiful lie
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Post by saia on Dec 29, 2008 22:44:38 GMT -5
Saia looked down had had the urge to kiss her? Is that what it was. The need to kiss her? 'But she said "maybe I have the same feeling" she never did say that she really did. Hell should I kiss her?!' Saia's own body was working on its own and her hands went to the curve of her back and slowly pushed Hindari toward her. 'But what if she freaks out?' Her lips came closer and closer to Hindari's. The sight of her full lips..'Fuck it.' Saia crashed her lips into Hindari's.
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Post by Hindari on Dec 29, 2008 22:44:48 GMT -5
Hindari studied the expression Saia had and tried to find out what she was thinking while she stared at her like that. She was lost in her thoughts, maybe about the same thing she was thinking about. Her parents wanted to see their daughter succeed in a well paying career unlike her siblings and wanted to see her marry a man that would treat her right, falling in love with a girl and at this age wouldn't what they would want. What about what she wanted though? Would she honestly mind if it was a female she would be sharing her life with? She was never one to judge by physical means, that would include gender. 'I guess I wouldn't mind at all as long as I had someone to make me as happy as Saia does.' Hindari noticed Saia was getting a bit too close and opened her mouth to protest right when Saia came to kiss her. Her eyes widened, but she didn't do anything to protest. As Saia kissed her, she slowly joined in, not really knowing what she was doing.
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saia
Death Note High
I'm such a beautiful lie
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Post by saia on Dec 29, 2008 22:45:17 GMT -5
Saia noticed that this had to be Hindari's first kiss. Her lips moving at the wrong time. Heh to Saia it was cute that she had no idea what to do when kissing. Pulling her closer Saia got as close as she could have possibly gotten to her. She didn't want to go any further since this was her first kiss. So with another kiss she placed her forehead against Hindari's and said, "Like or No?"
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Post by Hindari on Dec 29, 2008 22:45:37 GMT -5
She liked the sensation of Saia's lips on hers, though the action itself made her go red and felt her heartbeat even through her chest as she was pulled closer. For a second, she worried if Saia would be able to feel her heartbeat since their bodies seemed so close now. A noise slipped from her lips and the other pulled away. Resting against her forehead, she panted slightly from the experience of her first kiss, though slightly humiliated that she lacked the skill Saia had when kissing her. A tinge of strange pain arose in her chest as she realized she was most likely not her first as she was hers. "Y-yes, I liked it."
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saia
Death Note High
I'm such a beautiful lie
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Post by saia on Dec 29, 2008 22:46:09 GMT -5
Saia smiled then kissed her forehead. "Good." Saia didn't know what to do next. Are they dating now? Or was it just a friends with benifits case. Saia wanted to date Hindari but she wouldn't know if Hindari was ready for that. 'I guess I will have to let her tell me what's going to happen to us' Saia drew back a bit and tilted her head and grinned. "So, now what?"
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Post by Hindari on Dec 29, 2008 22:46:19 GMT -5
Hindari did nothing else but closed her eyes and enjoy the silence once again, this time in the arms of her friend. This is suppose to be awkward, so why was she so comfortable with herself for the first time? Moving from Saia's foreheard, she rested against her shoulder and took in her smell when she should be stopping the embrace. "Hm? What do you mean now what?" Withdrawing, she looked at Saia slightly confused, but then flushed. "You mean if we should go further?"
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